Dead Girl SuperStar!

Uh.. Hai Tumblr. :3 <3

THIS IS MY FACE. :

I love anime, Supernatural, Onceler, Loki, Tony Stark, Thor, Mishaaaaaaa Collinsssssss.. :D, Sherlock, Gorillaz. ♥, MCR, Rise Against, Doctor Who, and a bunch of other things, of which I am too lazy to list.. But you can just ask. . Ahahah.
I have recently started cosplaying a bit, And I've been drawing and such since I was little..
I make a lot of fan-videos, and I vlog sometimes. My YouTube is :
xxerineccoxx
I occasionally post depressing things when I'm upset, and -VERY- rarely NSFW things..
Most of my friends have abandoned me, except a select few.. And I'm always scared that they'll leave me behind as well..

I lost my very best friend ever, Elisa Beth Meyer, to suicide on April 21st, 2008.. I still have dreams about her..

I also lost my inspiration, Holly Noel Richards, to heroine, on October 12th, 2012.. I have dreams about her as well. She was the one who inspired me to sing, who inspired me to stay in choir, even when it was rough..
And because of her, I became a choir officer. (People who lead the choir in the class. There's usually between 2 or 3- 6. I was one of them.. Just like her.) She inspires me still, even though she's gone..

And oh how I miss both of these beautiful girls..
Along with the other 12 people I've lost.
Yes, I've lost a grand total of 14 people in my life.. and that doesn't include animals.. And I view animals as people basically, as well.
So yeah, I'm way too screwed up.. ha.
I have a lot of personal issues.. Like, my weight (I gained a lot over the course of two years or so.. And even the doctors can't figure out why.. )
And most of the people I care for/ am friends with turn against me. Oh well. Their loss. :P
i have odd dreams almost nightly.
I can't stand hurting people.. I love animals, and even insects.
I am vegetarian.
The thought of myself eating an innocent animal disgusts me. You go ahead and do as you will.. But I can't.. I even feel bad for eating plants.. Or when I accidentally kill a bug..
I'm a fucking' pacifist, guys. Like, seriously.. People give me shit, and I just kinda sit there like 'Uh.. Okay.. I probably did something to deserve this.."
Either way.. I'm me. So blah. xP
And, in the words of one of my best guy-friends.. "Penis is the answer!!" (Even though it's not for me, because I'm pretty much asexual.. Just physically, though.. Emotionally, I'm not. If that makes sense t you. lol.)

So, yeah, talk to me. C: <3